So, half a year has passed, and I've changed a lot. Mostly for the better.

I haven't cut since February 16th, 2007.
Five months, just about.
I'm really proud of myself.
I haven't had to lie to myself about cutting, too.

I've fallen in and out of love, with Nicole.
I still care deeply about her, but things aren't going to be the same if we end up with each other again.

I think I'm Christian again.
God has given me some guidance in my life, which I really appreciate.
He's helped me out with something, too, and I'm in debt to him for that.
I've really agreed with Buddhism ideals, though, so I don't know what I truly am.


I just wrote something on how Otep saved my life.
They really did.
And I don't know how to express that.
=/

I've taken out my eyebrow rings.
I've gotten (and almost lost) a job.
I've gained weight,but I've been trying to be happy with myself. .__.
I've finally have an infatuation with a guy that isn't John.
I've lost friends.
I've gained friends.
I've realized who my true friends are.
I've spoken my mind, stood up for what I believe in (even if I'm standing alone), and all that jazz.

Hopefully the rest of the year will work out.
Hopefully I'll be able to write more since school will be out. =]

Less than eight hours until I reside at my hometown for the Christmas vacation.
I'm really nervous & anxious.
I finally get out of the house. =]
But...I've gained weight since August, so I think I look like shit. -.-

Well, I hope I get to see Nicole tomorrow/this upcoming evening.
I really miss her. ._.



I'ma miss my computer. ='[


Oh.
I went to go see Charlotte's Web.
Really good movie.
& DANNY ELFMAN DOES THE MUSIC FOR THE MOVIE !
How exciting was that !
Marvelous music. =]
Man, how I love that man's music.


Speaking of music, I've been listening to Tori Amos & Zao.
Weird combination. xD


Anywho, I need to pack.
later.